Current playlist

Current mood: Unstated.

This song has been repeating over and over again in my playlist. The rhythms and lyrics keep lingering and twirling with my mind as the time passing by.

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I was all right for a while
I could smile for a while
But when I saw you last night
You held my hand so tight
When you stopped to say hello
And though you wished me well
You couldn't tell
That I'd been crying over you, crying over you
Then you said so long
and left me standing all alone
Alone and crying, crying, crying, crying
It's hard to understand
That the touch of your hand
Can start me crying

I thought that I was over you
But it's true, so true
I love you even more than I did before
But darling, what can I do?
You don't love me
And I'll always be crying over you, crying over you
Yes, now you're gone
And from this moment on
I'll be crying, crying, crying, crying
I'm crying, crying over you

A heart-warming song from Don McLean - Cryin'

Walk in line

Keep walking.
You must keep walking,
trying not to get lost in this dark little room.

Standing by yourself,
you couldn't see your hands and fingers.

You moved slowly.
You walked slowly.

Somehow, you saw someone standing at the corner smiling at you.
That's the person you'd been dreaming of.

You ran towards the person that you'd been missing for the whole time.
So fast that you even thought you were a thunder.
But it's too slow although you were a real thunder.

Zzaaaaap!!
He's gone.
He's gone right before you get to hold him,
right before you get to touch him.

You were wondering," Where he could have been?"
No one could answer it but yourself.

He's gone..
He's gone now.
Of course I know.

I will try my best to walk in line.
And not to get lost again.
Not to get lost in you.
Or should I say... not to get lost in your eyes again.

It's a hallucination.
It's a hallucination of having a crush on you.

Lost in outerspace

Why there's always people who doesn't know what he/ she really wants? If you don't really clear with your mind, just please, please keep it to yourself. Stop giving me a damn. Just go away, go away from my life if you just wanna hurt me more.

I wished I could see the clear blue sky again and being loved by someone I truly love.

au revoir...

It's time to say goodbye.

Holding on my tears, I said goodbye to you. Starring through your eyes, I held your hand, and gave you the warmest hug that wished you all the best in your future undertakings. It's really my pleasure to know you. Spending time with you has brought me so much fun. Remember the * word that you would mentioned everytime in front of Bil? Well, I'm not going to forget that.


Time flies.

Countdown.

3.

2.

1.

Goodbye, my friend. *hugs*

Good luck :)

I'm gonna miss you.

I'm telling me I.am.ok.

My heart should be locked away in padlocks and chains
Hidden in the depths of darkness, so no one else can bring me pain - Lexi

Yea. I wished my heart can be locked in nowhere where nobody knows. I am all messed up now. I'm currently listening to Throw Me A Rope. After repeat and repeat. And I've got no answer in my mind. It's ALL BLANK. My heart is like being dumped for 837920 times.

Throw Me A Rope

Perharps that's what I can say now. Throw me a rope.
I'm hanging on now, still, trying my best. Listening to this heart touching song, with my Sennheiser CX 300 probably make me feel worst.

Throw Me A Rope by KT Tunstall

I want you between me and the feeling I get when I miss you
But everything here is telling me I should be fine
So why is it so, above as below,
That I'm missing you every time I got used to you whispering things to me into the evening We followed the sun and its colours and left this world
It seems to me that I'm definitely
Hearing the best that I've heard

So throw me a rope to hold me in place
Show me a clock for counting my days down
Cause everything's easier when you're beside me
Come back and find me
Cause I feel alone

And whenever you go it's like holding my breath underwater
I have to admit that I kind of like it when I do
Oh but I've got to be unconditionally
Unafraid of my days without you

So throw me a rope to hold me in place
Show me a clock for counting my days down
Cause everything's easier when you're beside me
Come back and find me
Whenever I'm falling you're always behind me
Come back and find me
Cause everything's easier when you're beside me
Come back and find me
Cause I feel alone

Well, probably some chocolate cakes will make me feel WAY better, which looks like this. *drool*


Wait a minute... it's already midnite. Who's still doing business?!
Hmm.. 7-11?

Where'd u go?

I dreamt about you again. In the dream, you were far away from me, just showed your face that I missed so much and smiled at me. You were still gorgeous as you've always been. I couldn't get to touch you before you left by a car. Black Harrier. Yea, I still remember the car that you ride in the dream. Weird huh. Tears can't stop rolling in my eyes.

I'm missing you much more than I thought I would.

You have left me, it seems like forever. In my dream, in my life.