Too much to ask

It's the first time I've ever felt this lonely,
Wish someone cure this pain
It's funny when you think it's gonna work out
Till you chose weed over me you’re so lame

I thought you were cool until the point,
Up until the point you didn't call me when you said you would
Finally figured out you're all the same,
Always coming up with some kind of story

Every time I try to make you smile,
You're always feeling sorry for yourself
Every time I try to make you laugh,
You can't your too tough
You think you're loveless
Is that too much that I’m askin for?

Thought you'd come around when I ignored you,
Sorta thought you'd have the decency to change
But babe I guess you didn't take that warning,
’Cause I'm not about to look at your face again

Can't you see that you lie to yourself?
You can't see the world through a mirror
It won't be too late when the smoke clears
’Cause I, I am still here

But every time I try to make you smile,
You're always feeling sorry for yourself
Every time I try to make you laugh,
You stand like a stone,
Alone in your zone
Is that too much that I’m askin for?

Yeah-eya yeah-eya

Can't find where I am, lying here alone in fear,
Afraid of the dark, no one to claim alone again

YEAH-EYA EYA EYA

Can't you see that you lie to yourself?
You can't see the world through a mirror,
It won't be too late when the smoke clears
’Cause I, I am still here

Every time I try to make you smile,
You're always feeling sorry for yourself
Every time I try to make you laugh,
You can't your too tough
You think you're loveless
It was too much that I asked him for

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I thought I will feel like heaven every time I eat the Beard Papa's cream puff.
Well, seems not.

I thought I will be loved at least as much as I assumed of.
Again, seems not.

Hi I'm the new HR trainee

Been wanting to write something here since I started working but the hectic light work load has always been keeping me away from blogging. I always have very little urge to type; it's always been the movie watching or checking out daily must-visit sites everyday. Well, may be because I have become older with much lesser energy on, I go to bed very early. Not that my daily tasks are tiring; my daily tasks are pretty easy - photocopying, filing, writing documents like meeting minutes. Nothing particular but thank god I have just been given a small assignment on insurance claim (at least I have something to work on others than my daily tasks).

Due to the crazy price-hiking of petrol, I have started car-pooling with my two colleagues. It has been fun as two of them keep arguing over small things or occupying time with jokes and laughters. The manager and senior executive are very friendly, especially during lunch time or non-office hours.

No matter how friendly the people are, how nice the working environment is, all in all I still think that studying is much more fun than working. I missed school times, old-town yamcha sessions, the lepak-ing at the bridge, every trip we had, so many good 'ol memories.

I spent my first non-working Saturday with my colleagues (they are trainees too and mostly younger than me. Geez I feel so old now). We had a fun singing session and watching Indiana Jones. After the outing, I went to Jalan Alor for dinner with my family, before attending a ceremony in a hotel nearby. The dinner was okay (it could have been better if we went to wong ah wah restaurant, as their roasted chicken wings are the best). Holding hands, my sister and I enjoyed the scene of small cozy restaurants as well as beautiful guest house nearby when walking down the street.




I wore this comfy one-piece which looks like pj lol.


sis and I =)

So looking forward to weekend! I'm counting down the days!

Let's get it started

Tomorrow is the first day of internship. Let's hope things will go well; at least don't be that bad. Wish me luck. :)

Thanks to Mandy... The poem is really sweet..

"do not envy
the couples happiness
they will share sorrows too
you though alone
are still loved from afar"

love from mandy

It made my day!